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Sunday, 11 October 2009
Monday, 05 October 2009
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Last week was indeed a chaotic week. Work, hospital, off, hospital. So basically, most of the days are at the hospital(but I still managed to fit in some lunch/dinner dates and raya visiting). I'm glad everything is back to normal. Okay, not exactly everything. My dad is now the one doing most of the housework and I'm expected to fold and iron my own clothes. :((
I met Illy today! Like finally, right?
It was supposed to be a catching up session but we ended up shopping. Kind of continue my shopping spree which I did before she came. Hehehe. I love shopping alone! When I first started doing it alone, it feels weird. Like I'm afraid people would give me the 'why-are-you-shopping-alone' stares. However, after doing it a few times, I kind of get used to it and somehow, I enjoy doing it. You know, having time solely for yourself.
Looking at the rate I'm spending my money, I seriously can forget about going Bangkok end of the year. Muthu, howwwwww?
Like half of me really wants to be with him, and the other half of me just wants to be over him.
Friday, 02 October 2009
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Whenever I think about whatever that has happened, I feel used. Truth hurts and I admit I don't belong in your league. I'm wondering if the things between us are actually genuine cos I am beginning to have doubts. So long, ______. Let's just stop all the pretence and just be true to ourselves?
Thursday, 01 October 2009
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Happy Children's Day!!!
I wish time can go slower. Each day, I find myself rushing for time and it gets pretty exhausting. Thank god, I'm having my two days off! But, it won't be spend resting cos I'll most likely spend my time at the hospital.
There's not much to update. As usual, I've been working a lot. I hardly get to raya this year! And I still got one more baju I've yet to wear. So depressing!
Work's getting undoubtedly monotonous. Slowly, everyone close to me leaves. I'm not sure how I'll survive those long draggy days standing at the entrance without having anyone close to talk/bitch/entertain me. Sigh. Somehow, I'm looking forward to work at Muthu's place even though I have a strong feeling it'll be worst. Haha! Its alright, at least I get a feel of a different environment. And one of the perks of working there is, it is only 10-15 minutes away from my place!
And yes, everything's going to be fine. Hopefully! (:
Friday, 25 September 2009
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"When you want to spend every waking moment of every single day with him, and no matter what you’re doing, even if you feel like crap, you want to share it with him. When you think of him before you think of yourself, or anything else for that matter. When you want him to know every little thing about you, and you want to know everything about him. When you want to be able to finish his sentences and him finish yours. When you’re willing to make yourself miserable looking at cars, or some guy thing he’s interested in, just to be him with, to have that extra moment with him that you would not have had otherwise. When he is all that you think of, dream of, and you don’t care about anything else but him… that’s love."
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- Name: Juraidah
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- Member Since: 10/20/2008
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I'm a million contradictions. Sometimes I make no sense. Sometimes I'm perfect. Sometimes I'm a mess. Sometimes I'm not sure who I am.
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